Keep SMILING..

I was planning to blog on genting trip. Though I've sort of editted some photos but I'll hold on for a while.

It's been a long day today. Not really the last day but one of those. Some left, some are leaving, some will be leaving, some are staying behind. =(

I started of the day packing my stuffs. Clearing up my room. I found out that I've lots to pack and carry along to my new house. I feel like throwing some but somehow ended up bringing along too.
Then had to submit some thesis and presentation to the office. I also went to school to see how others present ( ryan, cyin, shirley, roy, etc ), went chit chatting , went lunch at Wei Pin with some coursemates probably for the last time.

Then in the evening we ( HLyn, PLing, Ryan, Momo, LKean, ASoon, YFai, SLi, CYin, WHoe, SYeon ) had a photoshoot. Not many turned up though but we still manage to take great photos around the campus. Also with lecturers & technician. All great people. Some seniors tease me and told me that i need not take as i'll still be around ( mean people, can't let me enjoy for a while ). Then went bak kut teh for dinner.

Later, we ( Me, Ryan, CYin & YYeng ) went yam cha @ Starbuck, Juru for a last time. We chatted long. Time just seems to pass so quickly. Before we knew it, it's about time to close.
Things got a little emotional though. I somehow manage to keep myself calm.

Then watched soccer MU vs Arsenal with HLyn, Roy, CLiang, Teh & Ryan. Score 1 - 0. Probably the last soccer match watched together. Chatted with Roy just before returning back to room.


**Somehow I lost control went I got back into my room. It's not common though but just couldn't help it. Spending four year together in this a little town wasn't easy. People walk into my life, leave their footprints and now it's time to move on. Good times just don't last forever, at least we had great times together and sweet memories will always remain. Esp when I sometimes have trouble getting along with people but when I do, it's always time to say goodbye. It's truly hard for me but I still have to. There's just too many things to say but i'll just wish everyone good luck, all the best and take care. Do come by and visit this poor fella (me) if ya have the time. I'm gonna miss you guyz.

This is a transient point in our life where each and everyone will have to go through in our own ways to achieve what we want in life. Our choice. Lots images started flashing through my head. I stopped and looked through them for a while. These are truly priceless.**

Great bunch of friends.
Some who can do these.......

Some squat around...

Some who does unique things...

Some who are built tough...

Some who are attracted to rainbows...

Some who are photomaniac...

Some who likes being photographed...

Though we are all different in personality.. but...

We have all went library together..

Walked through the university life together..

Jumps for joy together..

And will graduate together...
Looking forward to meet you guys again..

Done for good..

The battle is over. Finally. I've been waiting it for a long time. Now at peace. At least for the moment. I wanted to blog yesterday nite despite having exams this morning. hehe. Too bad my stupid comp lag and I had to terminate the browser and there goes. I was too lazy and tired after that. So just went to bed.

Exams over, what a relief. But...... I'm still having a presentation for my Final Year Project tomorrow at 11am. Then I will be more relief. Hmm.. cut and paste. Shouldn't be much of a problem. Hehe. But still i gotta practice for a while before facing the actual presentation tomorrow.

Then it's time to celebrate!! Organisers?? It'll be the last celebration together. After that then all will be off, to work, back home, etc. Thinking of that just makes me sad. I shall not think about that. Gotta prepare first.. Chaoz.

I'm going home this weekend. Yippie. Long weekend but will be back next mon.

Emoness..

After finishing my test, back in my room. Wanted to take a nap but due to afternoon lunch in the canteen probably, my stomach is feeling weird. Anyway, it got me thinking for a while while in bed. Emoness is back.

I sometimes wonder why some ppl can actually emo and make a big fuss out of some issues. While lying in bed i felt the emoness rushing through my whole body. I think everyone has their time of emoness, just that how different ppl handle them with different ways and how well you can keep it before it gets over you. I guess for myself emoness comes from loneliness. I'm that kind of people who just can't stand being alone. I may like having some personal time to myself but if I were given the choice I'd rather not.

Coming towards the end of the semester which is also the end of uni life for most. Lots have found work or at least does not have any plans of staying on for further studies. I'm of the opposite. But thinking of how to spend my life in campus alone for another two years is freaking me out and got me thinking twice over my decision. It may seem to be an easy choice to take but come to think about it, it ain't as easy as it seems, at least for myself.

Each and everyone would be going to various places, just anywhere but this dreadful place. This is another point in life where I have to bid farewell to friends that I've spent 4 years with in university. We may still keep in contact but things will never be the same again. It really suck to have this feeling. I can't help it. I'm gonna miss lots of my good buddies who walk through uni life with me, played sports, ran a long way, walked by, stop by, eat a lot ( that's for sure breakfast, lunch, teatime, dinner, supper ) , drinked ( there were times ) , laughed, talked, hanged out in library, did assignments throughout the night, ride to penang and back just for dinner under the rain late at night, gambled for continuous nights during CNY, went holiday, sang K, drive through the night and the days, making crappo robot, to almost sleeping in the lab, attended boring classes, interesting classes, skipping classes, going over to penang to hang out and the list just kept going on and on.

There's just too much to list them down. Life will not be the same again without all these people around. It has been great knowing them. Just to make myself comfortable, I'm sure we'd keep contact with each other. Probably we can organise some gathering in the future ( i know it's hard when ppl start becoming CEOs and IRs and MDs and VVIPs ) and meet up again. Looking forward for that day.

Staring at my colourful screen... thinking....

how in the world did i come up with an emo blog? Je ne sais pas.

Examen de Francais...

Je vais passer l'examen de francais aujourd'hui a neuf heures du matin.

Exam at 9 yet still wan blog. haha can't resist. wish me luck. I must score. >.<

Au revoir.

Counting Days..

Gosh, I can't resist myself from blogging. Damn! After yesterday's paper I totally slack for one night. I should be studying for my papers on next tues and wed ( i think.. i can't even remember the real dates. i hope i don't go on the wrong day. ) First to come is Quality and Reliability. Crap subject which I hardly knows a shit about it. Prob this little bit. just a little. Video watching classes which totally non exam related. Notes probably downloaded from the internet. No pass year to rely on. ( diff lecturer ). Now I have 5 days to study right from the beginning to everything I need to know. Somebody save me!

Next up is French. Bonjour! That's much much much much much more fun than anything else esp Q&R. I think french is interesting. It's suppose to be a romantic language i think. hehe. I might consider taking the international French language exams. Just the basic of course. We'll see about that later. Hopefully someday I'll be able to put it in to good use. Travel to France maybe. With my dear Agnes of course. .... Oops. It's too early to daydream. *slap myself*

I better start leaving my comp in the room while I go study in the library. I can't resist the temptation.

A little preview. More to come.

Je dois etudier! Au revoir!

The beginning and the end..

Tomorrow is the day. Once again, towards the end of semester, examination is waiting to torture us. For some, it'll be their first and last paper for the semester, or even probably their last examination of their study life.
As for myself it is just the beginning. Tomorrow will be the first paper. I'll still have 3 more to go after tomorrow. And have to suffer till almost end of the month. Sigh. How I envy others. But nothing much can be done but to endure it. I chose this path. and therefore I have to face it no matter what. Somehow towards the final semester, the mood and spirit to study for exam has definitely deteriorate. This is proven by this post that I'm posting. Lol. Some thinks that the final semester, as long as you don't do too badly, it won't really affect your results. I do have such thinking but because I've quite a number of papers in hand, so I can't really be too relax on them.
The stress in me is building up, I can feel it. Prob sometimes it's just the conflict of mind to study hard and to study not so hard.
Anyway, just wish everyone Good Luck in the FINAL exams.

Random pic of campus

gotta go mug some notes now.

PayBack time...

I was reading through some latest updates on my dashboard when i came across a post with my pic and with title WEIRDNESS.

The first thing that came to mind was like.. WTH and what in the world is with this post. N i found out that it was posted by my Jo, I was curious that i quickly open the post, Weirdness!

After reading that, only I found out that it wasn't as bad as the title sounds. I can't agree with her more though with everything except annoying, bossy, lame, and a bully. Haha. That's what you have to be when having three younger sisters around at home. Annoying because there's nobody else to annoy. Bossy cause I'm the eldest and when orders from above, then i have to spread the orders down below me. hehe. Lame? hmm.. Bully? hmm.. It's pretty much both ways.
I'm quite busy lately with studies and everything. I know she soemtime do have trouble with herself as in overstressed herself, emoing a lot, and now in college there's even more complications conflicts in all sorts of issues, problems, relation ( bgr, ggr ) and everything else. She sometimes just isn't able to coop with so much of load at once. I wish i could help, but i know it's impossible as we just ain't that close since young, nvr b4 talked personal, n partially due to the age gap. Like she said, it's gonna be weird. Anyway, I just hope the best for her in overcoming problems and her studies, and wish her luck in her coming exams. She's be flying of to the States later this year.

And for my little sister,

Feel free to bother me..

Just drop me few words whenever u wan.. just a few okay? not too many.. haha..

Do drop by my blog k? haha. just doing some promo.

Let me know if u need anything? And I mean anything. ( erm.. prob there's some exemption for money issue )

Lastly, miss you too.. *pat on the head*



I just got back from genting.. tired and hot.. time to zzz.. update on trip later..

It's been a long long long time..

Finally I blogged. It's been such a long time. Busy? a little. Bad Connection? a little. Lazy? a little. It's just a mixture of everything. I know I shouldn't be doing this at this time as I should be focusing more on my thesis instead. But, whatever. Else i dunno when i'll ever blog again. I must make sure that I blog this time.
Je dois blog.
Lots of things have been happening since my last post. I've been quite sick the other time. Seriously. But that was sometime ago. Just a quick post to sum up all. I'm stuffing all pictures in order to reduce the words used. hehe.

CNY shopping for tidbits at this little old shop by the river. They do have various kind from peanuts, kuaci, asam to all sorts of jeruk you ever wanted. They open till late night during the last week before CNY.

Annual house visiting and we usually end up at this house without fail. Haha. It's the time of the year when I actually get to meet lots of my friends, ex-classmates, not so friends etc.

Homemade steamboat @ Agnes' place with her family ( and the little nephew ). Steamboat for CNY is just great.

Some lighting display during the CNY by the Malacca river displaying various lattern type display of a big red dragon, A' famosa, Clocktower, and various other landmarks in Malacca. They've actually developed the place since I last went there which was way long ago and has nothing nice. It's just behind the big Ship Museum or some called it the pirate ship or whatever. They are still developing that area. More stalls, cafe, lightings etc. It's good to visit once in a while but I'm kinda frust with the hectic jam in town due to all these. The traffic is just madness esp during holiday season.

My dad and three little sisters with the A'famosa like display at the back.

Just random photo.

Then gatherings of U6Alphalians. Not all attended but considerably satisfactory. My ex monitor who shifted to Ipoh came back specially for that event with his *ahem. So nice of him. He's the best monitor ever.

The place was okay, food wasn't that good, the people were terrific.

Some CNY decors and performance in Queensbay. I think the decors were great.

My half day trip to Kulim and also to 'bai nian' @ tyng's place. She brought us around & ate lots of food ( the 'pi pa' duck is great ). Just a bit bad for the throat. Hehe.

@ tyng's place with a baby boy her mom babysits. He is just too CUTE. I feel like pinching him on the cheek. He's a tv addict cos he can stare at the tv and just ignore anyone else.

CNY is never complete without these. Pokers and $$. I had a number of round at weihoe's place. If not mistaken several days in a row. I lost some, won some, so it is almost neutral.

Random shot, my soursop tree finally bore fruits. Too bad I did not get to taste it.

A partial solar eclipse which I caught.

Valentine's Day with self cooked food and a bottle of Red Grape Sparkling Juice. =)

Food that I've prepared.

Heinz cream of mushroom.

And the lovely hearts I made specially for Agnes. Je t'aime beaucoup. Hehe. =P

Hanged out at Egate. I wonder if Ryan is trying to shoot too. From a 'different' angle.

Went for lunch @ Food Loft, Gurney. They have japanese, korean, local and western cuisine to choose from. Not too bad I would say but slightly on the more expensive side but for the location and ambience I guess not too bad.

A very big bowl of ais kacang. Not very delicious though but I can still accept that.

Food's served.

Inside Food Loft.

Mechanical Pool Party.
Contributed by Ryan. Great party. Everybody got wet except 'some' lucky ones.

Fuel Smart Campaign organised by the school of mass communication and we took part by exhibiting some of our projects in the Engine's Lab.
It's where the spark starts. Hehe. I think. No further comment till more info and permission granted.

Even little Maximus ( if i'm not wrong ) is there at Queensbay to support daddy ( Prof. ).
He's cute too right?

Adhoc visit by Kiat, Pei, Wen. Lightings of Kek Lok Si.

Lovely gurls.

More of KLS

Po Pi, Po Pi.

=)

Stranded in Butterworth bus station early in the morning as the bus refuse to enter Parit Buntar. These bus services.

St. Patrick's Day Celebration in Autocity. Not as great as the one in KL. Penang is lack of some active crowd.

KFC obsession.

Celebrating birthdaysssssssssss, KF, weihoe, shirley etc with 'big fish big meat'. If u get what i mean. Hehe

Oops. Jh camwhoring. =P

Finally, phew. It's time to rush on my thesis. Thursday submission. Need to find Prof and get my corrected drafts. I'm sure there'll be lots of work to be done.
This weekend in Genting. Woo hoo. Looking forward.
Exams just round the corner. Studies need to be done.

Au revoir.